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May 29th, 2009 by rusvw

Friday, May 29, 2009 (14/365)

Updated 10:31 p.m.

It finally happened. I have been waiting over three years for this day, and here we are. A M A Z I N G. . . . .

For those of you who don’t know, I am obsessed with LOST, the tv show on Wednesday nights (well, it used to be on Wednesdays….We’re now in an 8-month hiatus until the final season begins in February, 2010). Season 1 began with a plane crash, Oceanic flight 815, on a remote island. Throughout the series, much emphasis has been placed on that flight, on specific numbers, symbols, as well as allusions and archetypes.

So, to me it made perfect common sense to be a little more than obsessed with our local gas station, named Oceanic, and the unlikely chance that, one day, the numbers on the marquis would align just right so that the sign would read, “Oceanic 815.”

That day was today.

I first noticed it as I was driving Holland to the gym. I was a little late picking her up (traffic seems to be getting worse these days), and she was pretty upset about it. But when we drove by the gas station, I screamed in joy at noticing the numbers on the sign. Suddenly, the entire mood changed between us, and I was caught up in the possibilities of what this meant.

Sure, it was just a gas station, and few people (any? I was sure at least some people were as fascinated by this wondrous phenomenon) would notice. However, obsessions are not born overnight. They are cultivated, nurtured, so that when I drove by the sign, years and years of watching, waiting, and wondering had finally cashed in. I could snap my photo and share it with the world.

After I dropped off Holland, I parked in the lot across from the Oceanic (815) gas station and crossed the street. I snapped two pictures, one of each side (the lighting seemed a little better on the north side), and some guy yells out to me: “You know, it’s just going to go higher.”

I looked at him with incredulity. “What?”

“The price,” he said. “It’s going to get worse before it gets better.”

“Don’t you get it?” I replied, now walking toward him. In retrospect, I can understand why he started to back away a little. I think I might have chuckled a little madly, eyes a bit wide, head tilted like that guy on Law and Order.

“Don’t you see what’s going on? I’ve waited 3 years for this!”

“Waited for what?” he replied. But I could already tell he was thinking twice about starting our little chat.

I looked down at the ground, a little disappointed, I guess.

“Lost, man. Lost. Do you watch it?”

He nodded, but there was definitely some hesitation. I don’t think he wanted to be in sync with anything I was talking about.

“The numbers! 815! Don’t you see it? Look at the sign! OCEANIC 815! Isn’t that amazing?”

I think I was smiling, my eyes still a bit wide, when he turned and looked up at the sign one more time. He looked back at me, took a step back, and said: “You’re crazy, man.”

And then he walked back to his car, or his truck, or whatever horse he rode in for this chance meeting.

Really, though. As I crossed the street and headed back to my Jeep, all I could think was this: How can anybody say they watch LOST and not be touched, at least with mild giddiness, at such a cool thing as a gas station called OCEANIC sporting an 815 on their marquis?

Some people. Ugh!

(oh, and if you notice, the other numbers prominent in the show–4, 8, 15, 16, 23, and 42–are all linked together on the sign. Of course, you need to add 8, 4, 2, and 2 to add up to 16…..)

Obsessed? You must have me confused with somebody else… :)

May 28th, 2009 by rusvw

Thursday, May 28, 2009 (13/365)

Updated 8:07 p.m.

Evening, folks…

First, I want to introduce everybody to the latest member of my family: my Nikon D300 w/105mm macro VR lens:

World, camera. Camera, world. :)

I have waited nearly my entire adult life for a camera like this, and I was finally able to take the plunge and buy it this evening. With any luck (prayers to the shipping gods), I’ll have it by Tuesday. I have been an avid photographer since 1986, and I was loyal to my film until about 3 years ago when I bought two Nikon D70s cameras for the publications team at my school. Well, I fell in love with digital photography immediately, and I have abandoned film entirely–something I never thought I would do.

The 105mm lens is known for its macro (close-up) photography, but it is also known as a portrait lens. This satisfies my two deepest loves in photography: capturing the lives of my children as they are growing up, and capturing the natural life around me as I see it, most notably all things related to the Chesapeake Bay. In time, I’d like to design a line of notecards to sell, some for my personal pocket, and some that I will donate to Lines of Love.

For me, though, it’s all about the marriage between images and words. I envision my blog and project my3*6*5 to transcend to new levels as I synthesize my two greatest loves and create unique interpretations of this world around me.

Now comes the hard part: waiting till Tuesday. :(

May 27th, 2009 by rusvw

Wednesday, May 27, 2009 (12/365)

Updated 11:07 p.m.

It’s too late to write adequately about this day. I have not stopped running since getting up at 4:47 this morning.

Highlight:

Our first meeting with the ’09-’10 Advanced Comp writers. GREAT bunch to develop a solid writers’ house in the coming months….

Took pictures, and will upload them tomorrow.

Sleep calls me, though, and I am away. . . . . . .

May 26th, 2009 by rusvw

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 (11/365)

Updated 10:45 p.m.

Graduation night for CHS Class of 2009.

I cannot tell you how proud I am of all of you. Being there tonight was one of the highlights of the year, and as I watched you walk across the stage, Pride and Belief in each of you welled up inside of me. I believe that you are actually going to do it. You are going to change this world.

I am going to miss you terribly, but you know that already. The door is always open, so you’re free to walk on through whenever you like. You know where I am, and you know how to reach me. Never hesitate. I can’t wait to learn the next chapter of your lives….

Here’s to you. And you….and you. :) <3

May 25th, 2009 by rusvw

Monday, May 25, 2009 (10/365)

Updated 8:55 p.m.

Today’s entry is dedicated to my two nephews, Kyle and Kevin, who are currently serving in the Army to defend our country. My love to both of you. Thank you for your courage, your sacrifice, your commitment to all that makes this country what it is and will continue to be.

Be safe, Gentlemen. Be safe.

I hope everyone had a good day today. We spent this Memorial day as traditionally as we possibly could, driving to Pennsylvania and sharing wonderful times with our niece and her family, grilling hamburgers, pork chops, vegetables, and other such treats….

I’ll have pictures tomorrow to post here of our family, so be sure to check back.

I am convinced that we don’t spend enough time with the ones we love. One of the reasons why our afternoon was so pleasant is because we were surrounded by family that wanted to be together. Yes, the food was outstanding (Bob, you are indeed a master when it comes multi-task grilling!), but seeing our kids get together with cousins and having fun made the day that much more extraordinary.

I have the honor and pleasure of teaching many siblings, and I remember one slide show a few years back that Meghan showed in our class. It was of her immediate and extended families getting together over the summer for their annual reunion. I remember watching that show and wishing my family were like that. Today, Meghan, I felt like we were the happy people in your slide show. It makes me very happy to see us all getting together, and I know we’ll be seeing a lot of each other over the summer.

I know these are stressful times, but choose to slow down. Choose to love. Choose to cherish the friendship and community that warms your heart. Let all that matters to you consume your life.

And may one of those things be Love.

May 23rd, 2009 by rusvw

Saturday, May 23, 2009 (8/365)

Updated 8:23 p.m.

The Wizard of Oz plays in the background as I write this, and I am surrounded by wonderful memories of both the past and the present.

The Wiz/Oz has always been–and I do mean always–a clear favorite of mine, for too many reasons to list here. I think the story line is so transparent, but it is a classic b/c, despite the fact that we know what is coming, we watch it anyway. We have to see that tornado, that melting witch, that curtain being pulled, time and time again. And we believe in its message. Such a wonderful classic.

A great day at both the horse ring and the pool. First, the video of Madelyn:

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and next, the pic of the pool:

I am so in love with this day. :)

May 22nd, 2009 by rusvw

Friday, May 22, 2009 (7/365)

Updated 7:49 p.m.

WOW.

Just a tremendous day today, culminating a wonderful week of celebrations with the senior class of 2009, and now with my wonderful rising seniors, the class of 2010 (WE ARE ’10!!!).

Today was the Farewell Assembly, and I was shocked to receive the PTSA’s Commitment To Excellence Award for this year. Being honored is an absolute understatement. I don’t think I have ever been so overwhelmed with emotion and with surprise. I don’t know if any pictures exist of me receiving the award, but if I can find them, I’ll update this page and post them.

We just returned from my old friend’s liquor store, Swan Song Liquors, in Perry Hall. Remo and I were friends in high school, and we lost touch with each other over the years. Thank God for Facebook, the ever-reunion maker of long lost friends. We bought a bottle of Chocolate Zin from St. Michael’s Winery, among a few other things. It was great to see Remo and his wife Mary Kay, and we’ll be back. I’d much rather travel a few extra miles to support the small businesses than save a buck or two (if that) at the chains that drive out the smaller shops.

Here’s a pic of Remo and me at his store. I’m glad we’re back in touch with each other.

May 21st, 2009 by rusvw

Thursday, May 21, 2009 (6/365)

Updated 11:29 p.m.

Late start to this entry today, but I’m writing, and that’s all that matters right now.

I cannot express what it’s like to be a high school teacher in these waning hours with the senior class. Tomorrow they’ll have their Farewell Assembly, and then on Tuesday evening of next week, they graduate. The emotions are high, the sudden desperation to hold on to (and make) one more memory, the gifts, the gratitude, the hugs, the tears. There’s nothing like it in the world.

This ending is not bittersweet at all. These emotions are conflicted and are genuine for all of us. There is no regret, no sadness that it is all over. Instead, there is just the happy resolve that everything they have been working toward–that singular moment where they make the transition from secondary school to the great outdoors–is finally here.

I will miss these wonderful people. I hope they know how much they have been loved and appreciated these past four years, and they will always have an open door in my classroom, whenever they need or want to stop by.

Love to all of you. And good luck. The world is a better place now that all of you have taken another step deeper into this thing we call life… <3

May 20th, 2009 by rusvw

Wednesday, May 20, 2009 (5/365)

Updated 5:37 p.m.

5:37 p.m. I can’t believe how unrelenting this week has been at school. It’s Wednesday, and we’re midway through senior exams, high school assessments, senior recognition assemblies, and deadlines for myriad publications. Unrelenting. Tomorrow’s another long day/night, where an end to senior exams means an evening of awards and accolades. Everything builds to a climax on Friday during the Farewell Assembly, where our final slide show is presented, and the seniors leave high school for good and attend their long-anticipated senior picnic.

It’s all so very bittersweet. The rush of the week makes it a real challenge to slow down to enjoy any of it. We want the week to be over, but we don’t want to rush through the moments we’ve all been waiting for. Just an odd time all around.

It is Amy’s birthday, though, and we are happily in the middle of our celebrations. I took my semi-annual trip to the mall today to get her gifts (ho ho ho for the other time each year), and fortunately, I was able to get everything I I was looking for.

As I was strolling along on the various levels, I was struck by the way the sun was coming through the upper skylights. I snapped these two pictures to post for today’s my3*6*5.

With the exception of my thumb in the bottom of the second pic (I’ll have to crop that out a little later), I am happy with the job my Blackberry does in taking photos.

Off to celebrate Amy’s birthday at Red Robin (Yummmmmmm). :)

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May 19th, 2009 by rusvw

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 (4/365)

Updated 12:47 a.m., 5/20!

5:34 a.m. Gooooooooooooooooood Morning Blogosphere! (spoken in the distinctive roar of Adrian Kronauer from Good Morning, Vietnam)

I begin with such an opening because I finally found the soundtrack to this movie on eBay, and I will be buying it later this evening. I’ve been looking for it for a few years now both on iTunes and at our local Record and Tape Traders, but both places have produced nothing. I don’t know why I didn’t go to eBay in the first place.

This soundtrack brings back a lot of late college/first-year teaching memories and spending time with my best friend, Brad. I started teaching in a small town in Calvert County, and I’d come home on some weekends and spend the time at his parents’ house in Perry Hall. It’s not that I couldn’t stay with my own family; there were no riffs or tensions between us (and had I known that Dad would have less than two years to live, I might have spent even more time there), but Brad’s family home was a haven to me, a place where I could relax, help out, spend time with my friends, and not fall back into that role of being a son. Strangely enough, at his home, I was treated like a son, but there was no history between us. Everything was good; it was like I had a chance to be a grown-up son without having all that awkward growing-up baggage with me.

This is incredibly hard to put into words.

Maybe it was this: maybe it was that it was like having a brother my own age, and Brad’s parents were so accepting of each of us, even though we were (and still are) so very different. It was a sanctuary to be a different kind of son. I never took that for granted, and I still don’t. I miss Brad’s mom a lot. She passed away a few years ago, and losing both of my “moms” so closely together was a time for wearing some pretty heavy boots, as Oskar would say from Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close

I leave you this morning with two pictures from the vault: one of me when I was precisely that age, and the other of Mom in a typical moment of happiness. Enjoy the morning, all!

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12:45 a.m. Ugh! It is so late! Great assembly/banquet to celebrate the USAG Rebounders team….Go Holland! here’s a pic of her receiving her team award! :)